Revelationdigging under my skin life pulsing over my fingertips outside empty must look within closing my eyes to try to see vision so long eluding me plunging myself into darkness in search of the lightRevelation
fuck this emotion that's bottled inside clouding my vision distorting the reasoning flush it all out and start with a clean slate of reason and logic sense and perception
falling through tunnels of brief inspiration blinking at shadows of lost indication reaching for mirages of hopeful revelation slipping, my
NumbnessBlindfolding my eyes so I can see me Tourniquet my soul to stop the bleeding Echo in my head screams what I'm feeling Numbness in my heart keeps me from screamingNumbness
Turn down the lights so I can see you Drink, for this is my blood that I shed for you Once you might have stung me with your apathy But I am long past feeling any pain
Numbness has set in Welcome cold relief Nothing can touch me anymore Nothing can touch me anymore
Someone slit my throat so I can breathe again I still hear my thoughts, turn up the music Memories aggrivate my open
Bleedshiver as the surface scratched white line drawn across the skin smile drawn across my lips close my eyes, reminded I'm aliveBleed
gasping as the surface broken red begins to draw its own lines momentary ecstasy close my eyes, reminded I'm alive
days go by, the need gets deeper soul crying for me to bleed her don't even flinch when skin is broken every scar just one more token reminding me that I am alive
far beneath the surface digging cutting at the memory strings bleed out poison lies you fed me close my eyes reminded why I cry &
Number 6Looking back on life through a rear-view mirror remember that objects are often closer than they appearNumber 6
If you're afraid to get close to the magnifying glass be careful that your perception isn't upside down
If you sit on your cloud never thinking about rain you'll only fall harder when it all comes down
And don't come running don't come running don't come running to me
Your rose colored glasses were cracked but you wore them you refused to see the world the way the rest of us do When the pieces f
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